A lot of things have been running through my mind as we are quickly approaching Brynnley's first birthday. I was watching the Lifetime movie "The Elizabeth Smart Story" last night, and just balled my eyes out. It just made me so thankful that the Lord has protected my child and kept her safe. Although, she had a traumatic delivery, has been healthy ever since. I will have to share my delivery experience through blog so Brynnley can worship me forever when she reads it later on.... LOL totally kidding. Sometimes I wonder how I am worthy of such a tremendous blessing. Brynnley has yet to be sick, has never had diaper rash, I've made all her baby food myself, although our nursing journey was cut short at 7 months she continued to receive breastmilk until 10 months. These are things I am very proud of. I am sure there are lots of grammar errors but I am just throwing my thoughts out there and don't care at the moment.
I got a call from my dr's office (in Fl) reminding me of an appointment & that it had to be rescheduled because Dr. Lemert had a surgery he had to do. It makes me CRAZY sad that I won't get to go back to Dr. Lemert for our second child. ( although we aren't planning for another until Brynnley is at least 4) I LOVE DR. LEMERT. I know there are other good dr's out there but my experience with Dr. Lemert was out of this WORLD & he made a traumatic situation the best it could have possibly been. UGH. Also, the friends I made through my breastfeeding group at the hospital... I MISS THEM. I was looking forward to attending all their little first birthday parties and Brynnley being able to go to theirs and now it's sinking in that that's not going to happen. :[ Hopefully, we can visit Florida sometime in the future and all meet up again!
I am also in the middle of trying to plan Brynnley's first birthday party! It is exciting but stressful at the same time. Also, trying to figure out some good ideas of what to get her for her first birthday. It is going to be a fun party but simple. I am excited but sad. I can't believe how fast it has gone. I will never forget what it felt like to finally get home with my sweet girl. The first thing her dad wanted to do was let her sleep on his chest and we have pics to remember that moment. All I wanted to do was just hold her and stare at her. Being pregnant is so surreal and once that baby girl was in my arms I never wanted to let her go. I still dont. ;] well my little munchkin is trying to go out the doggy door... or cat door... whatever it is LOL. thats all the babbling I have for now. :]
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